Tuesday, May 24, 2011

TENDENCY.INCLINATION

ALWAYS THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. 
FOR PEOPLE INTERPRETS YOU VIA THEIR OWN BRAINS. 

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

5 weeks journey.

it's been about two weeks since i came back here..
well, things are being packed, tied, untied and so on..

everything seems endless to it.. BOO~
anyway THANK GOD it's VESAK day today!
no off cus i'd be heading down town for assignment and project meeting etc etc.

just to pin down another disheartening thing. that was during sunday's training.
both coach had their tears down. that shocked me a moment. cus i wasn't aware what was the main problem.
afterwhich, i knew it and i thought it was totally FUCK NONSENSE.

1) seniority VS competency. this was what jolly has mentioned before.
2) Team A. Team B. this has also been mentioned before it was implemented.
   everyone agreed and has comply to have the even stronger fighting spirit to get a damm seat in A.
   however, things went out of hand purely because of perception wise and going back on your fucking damm
   words. RETHINK to see if i'm speaking the FUCK truth.

well, what i can say, at this point of time. those who are affected by the issue negatively, check your mindset . at the end of the day, wrong attitude = NO seats.
YOU are the ASSHOLE who put yourself in the situation YOU are in.
u dig your own grave, you bury yourself in it! don't pull the team with you.

i'll continue to fight and maintain my seat. no way i'd give a chance who don't even deserve. and i mean those with the wrong attitude. i dare to say in your face, you don't deserve it.


♥ my girlfriend, ♥ myself!(:

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

not right

*groans*
today is wednesday and i detest today. 
that's cus i only have 2 tutorials with a 5 bloody damm hour break in between for which i ends school at 9fuckingPM when i started at sucky 11am. 

projects are invading my file every tutorial i go once again. 

TNS tutor was sucky, room mates were funny! look foward to check into temasek green (:

then things began to rust in the later night.
had some "clarification"
things aren't what i had expected.
had a teared through the bricks of blood when you typed out your words on the world wide web.
totally got insulted indirectly.

i questioned the truth of 3/4 year spent and the trust we thought we agreed to build upon.
and yes, in the hole of nothing where a mind is confused, some time is needed.
had given and the shots of deciding whether the book proceeds would be called by you.
think it thoroughly.
PS:  i gnikcuf missyou!

i have curently no rights for the statement usually here.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

resolve or not?


problems tends to surface even on a 2person-relationship.
i wonder what went wrong for i do not know a single bit where it arises or what spooks it up.

well, love makes beings go blind.

and the saying goes "you can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth."

PS: i want you to know i still love you since that first step of our journey.
are we gonna resolve the matter or let it continue to flow like a tap?
♥ my girlfriend, ♥ myself!(: